village
By: SrØô~🔥
#Village 《15》 ❤✨
I kept crying when I wrapped my head and felt faint, and I became unable to breathe 😭💔. Mazen carried me and put me on the bed, and kept comforting me although he did not find anything else to comfort me with 💔. ((By God, we became very attached to her. When she was with us, it was as if we were pretending that she was ours, and we were pretending that we were such a family)) 💔. Then he went and brought me an inhaler, because I felt upset and I could not be silent, and people's voices became loud, and many of them were crying 💔. But after he gave me the inhaler a little while, I put it on and gave it to them 💔.
Of course, when Mai saw me, she started crying from the beginning and said to me: "Oh, I am from you, Israa, oh my little girl, oh my girl, I have no one but you, Israa" 😭💔💔💔. But I finished crying after I tried to comfort her 💔💔, and I held her, so she hugged me tightly and cried 💔.
At around 1:00 AM, I took her out and found Mazen sitting with the men. When he saw me, he came to me and we walked home. I cried all night, remembering her.
Anyway, the days of crying passed like this, and I would go to them every morning and return in the evening 💔. Mai's appearance changed and her voice began to carry a crying tone 💔. Two months passed and we were in this state, and Mai became almost normal 💔.
On a Wednesday, Talin came to me around 4 pm. I opened the door for her, and she wasn't normal. She came in, so I asked her: "Talin, what's wrong with you?" 💔 She said: "Nothing" 💔. So I asked her: "Talin, tell me what happened?" 💔.
After a period of silence, she said to me: "Ya Saro Mazen..." 💔 I asked her: "What's wrong with him?" 🙁💔. She said: "He saw me with Ahmed (their cousin)." 💔 I told her: "Okay, what is the subject that is so scary? After all, he is your cousin, and you just stood with him." 💔 She said to me: "No, Saro, Ahmed was holding me from my waist." 💔 I told her: "Come on Talin, are you serious?!" She said: "I swear, Saro, I swear" 💔 and she cried. 💔 I told her: "Calm down, what did he do to you?" 💔 She said: "Nothing, he hit Ahmed and told me to wait here." 💔 I told her: "Calm down, fine, he won't do anything to you, it's just a few words." She said to me: "No, you don't know Mazen, my brother. This scares me." 😭😩💔
(In my heart I said: "Is it God?! Will he hit her?!") Then I said: "No, impossible." I remembered how he treated me in the past. I became afraid with her, and my mind was spinning and spinning 💔.
While we were sitting silently, each one holding her heart, Mazen opened the door 😳💔, and immediately went to Talin and slapped her until she fell 💔. Of course, my heart flew away with the slap, and I was watching Talin and Mazen 💔.
He said to her: "Didn't I tell you not to go and not to talk to that bastard?!" 💔😡 He added: "Do you think that I will protect you with just words?! Now people will talk about you, and if my father saw you, he would kill you, why don't you listen?!" 😡💔 He hit her again, and I was helpless 💔.
He was still angry, he wanted to hit her again, I couldn't keep quiet, I stood in his face and said: "What's wrong Mazen? Are you God?! What are you doing to her?! Instead of advising her, you hit her like this?! She's grown up and knows how to behave, but this time it was a moment of recklessness and it won't happen again." 💔.
He wanted to hit her again, but I held him back and said, "Are you crazy?!" 😠💔. Suddenly, he raised his hand and slapped me on the head until I was twisted 😳💔. I felt more pain than anything 💔. Talin stood crying and was terrified. He was also very terrified 💔💔💔.
After he realized what he did, my tears started falling 💔. I went into my room and started crying 😭💔. Then he talked to Talin again calmly, without screaming or hitting 💔. After a while, he went and took her home, then he went into his room, and I didn't come out of my room to him 😪💔.
#Village 《16》 ❤✨
The next day, I didn't take him out until I heard the apartment door close, and I was sure that he had left. 💔 I was sitting at home alone, feeling bored and upset, and I wasn't used to using the phone a lot, so I didn't like holding it for long. I just watched TV, and there was nothing noteworthy on it. 😪💔
At that moment, because of this distress, I remembered Luden sitting with me, playing, and laughing with her childish voice and her incomprehensible childish words. 💔 I started crying and felt very upset. I got up, put her abaya on her, and walked with her to Mai. 😪💔 I found her fine and I didn't show her anything. She was with her mother, and they were all fine and patient, thank God, but the house was only missing Luden's voice. 💔
Anyway, we sat and chatted for a while, and her mother said to us: "Girls, this is not true, that you stay like this without anything, no one lasted more than three days. God will ask you about your husbands, and in the end, this is how the world is, and we will all die." 💔 And she said to us: "We have to intervene and show compassion." Of course, at first we refused, but she insisted. Mai refused for Loden's sake, and I refused for her sake and also because I don't smoke and have never smoked before. 🙁💔
Anyway, we smoked a little, and Mai was taking care of me first because I don't even know how to be affectionate, and then she was affectionate. 💔 Around 3:30, I told them, "I'm going," and then Mai introduced me and I went out. I saw Mazen's car parked. 💔
I got into the car and found him sitting in the living room. He said to me, "Where have you been?" with a smile. 💔 I didn't answer him and walked away. He said to me, "Sarou, where have you been?" with a smile as well. 💔 I didn't answer again. He said to me, "Israa, aren't you talking to me? Where have you been?!" with an angry tone. 😡😡
I was scared, but I pretended otherwise, and responded with complete coldness towards Mai. 🤗💔 He said to me: "Why did you go out like this without talking to me?! And did I tell you about the phone at home?!" 😡😡
I was silent and looking at him. 🙂 When he calmed down, I said to him: "Mazen, divorce me." 😊💔 Of course he was shocked, but he kept staring at me. 😳💔 He said to me: "You say it easily, but words have the tip of the tongue." 💔💔 I told him: "No, not the tip of the tongue, I've been hiding it for a long time, and now I've revealed it." 💔 He said to me: "Why, Saro? Am I depriving you of something?" 💔💔 I told him: "No, you are flawless, but every day there are problems and fights, and the reason she hits me sometimes, but other than that you are flawless." 💔😊
He said to me: "Saru, can I fix my mistakes? With you?" 💔 I cut him off and said: "Can he fix them? What does that mean? Just divorce me and that's it." 💔 He said to me: "But I love you, Saru, and I won't divorce you." 💔 Then he left...
#Village 《17》 ❤✨
I was sitting thinking about his words and my head was spinning. 💔 I started saying to myself: "Oh God, does he really love me or does he just not want a divorce?" 💔 I said: "But he has no interest in me. Even our marriage is only on paper, so there is no reason for him not to divorce me unless he truly loves me." 💔
I said, "What about the hit he gave me yesterday?" Then I said, "Maybe it was a moment of anger, and I intervened in a stupid way." 💔 Suddenly I noticed that I was defending myself and criticizing myself as well. 💔 I said, "Is it possible that I really love him?" 😪❤
I said, "Yes, I was wrong, but I'm not apologizing to him, I'm just going to deal with him as usual." ❤
Anyway, I waited for him to come, but he was too late, and I became worried. I wanted to call him, but I was afraid to call. 😪💔💔
Anyway, I called him, but he didn't answer. I called several times, and he didn't answer. 💔💔
I waited for him until he came, it was 2:00 AM. 💔 He came in and said to me: "Pack your clothes and stuff." 💔💔 Then he went into his room and closed the door. I went into my room, started gathering my clothes, and I was filled with feelings of regret, and I said to myself: "Did you see, Israa, what happened because of your words? Now he is satisfied to divorce you, and said he loves you, and then he abandons you so easily? Surely he has someone else who is better than you, what will I tell my mom and dad?" 💔💔 I gathered my things and went out to the living room, then returned to my room. After suffering, I even turned off the alarm at 5:30 AM, and I didn't feel like I slept much, and when the alarm rang, I woke up thinking, and I didn't feel anything except my tears falling. 💔💔💔 My heart ached badly. 💔💔💔
He didn't come to me, and I was like, "Why didn't he wake up when we were late?" Then I said, "Maybe he'll drive me back." 💔
Anyway, I slept a little, then I woke up at 10:30. Mazen came and said to me: “Get up and get ready, we’re late, and the first one to go to my mom’s family’s house.” 💔 And he left.
My heart aches with sadness. 💔 And he is very cold in his treatment of Mazen. 💔
I put it on and went out. I saw him unload the bags, and I unloaded them, then he closed the apartment door. 💔 I walked to Mai and said goodbye to her, but she didn't understand anything. 💔
I got out of it, and found Mazen waiting for me. 💔 I got on it, and we didn't speak at all until we arrived. 💔 I went in, and they greeted me as usual. 💔 We sat and they chatted, and they didn't mention us until suddenly Mazen looked at the clock and said: "Come on, get up, we're late." 💔
They started saying goodbye to us and wishing us well. ❤💔 They walked us to the door and then left. ❤💔
Of course, my head was spinning, I said, "Why didn't he talk to them?" 💔
Anyway, I thought a little, and found myself in front of the airport. 😳🙄❤
I said to him: "Wait, where are we going?" 😳❤
He said to me, "Come down first." I came down, and he was unloading the many bags. 😳❤
A man came, carried the bags and walked, and Mazen held my hand and led me, and I didn't understand anything, and I said to him: "Mazen, where are we going?" He looked at me and smiled. 🌚❤ He said: "Patience."
We entered the departure lounge, sat until our flight time, and boarded the plane. ❤
Of course, I'm afraid of flying, even though I've ridden before, and in general I'm afraid of heights. 💔❤
We sat down, and the hostess came and gave us the warnings. ❤
When the plane took off, I started reading the Quran and holding Mazen's hand. 😂❤
He slept, and I couldn't sleep at all. ❤💔
All this and I didn't know where we were going, until we arrived and got off, and he told me this was Türkiye. 😭❤
I hugged him, and after hugging him, I called him so he wouldn't talk to me. 😂😭❤
Anyway, we spent our honeymoon there. 😭❤ Then we went back to the country. ❤
#Village 《18》 ❤✨
The last one
When we came back it was Thursday ❤, we came back and we were just suffering from sleep 😂❤. We slept, then I woke up around 8:00 pm, and I didn't find Mazen, so I called him and he told me that he went out to get food, so I told him okay ❤. So I got up and tidied the house then I went to Mai and greeted her, and I came back and didn't find Mazen back yet 💔✨.
While we were sitting, he came in carrying crispy sandwiches, pizza, and purified juice ❤. We sat eating, joking around a bit, laughing, and taking pictures like crazy 😂❤❤. After a while, I told Mazen that I was feeling sleepy 🌚, and he answered me coldly: "Go to sleep", so I told him, "Take it easy" 😂❤. I sat leaning back on the couch, and I actually went to sleep.
He woke me up in the morning at 9:00 and said: "Get up, my mom's people are coming, let's prepare breakfast." So we got up and cooked them Mallah and "Wika" with Qarasa and vermicelli 😋❤. And Mazen added a lot of hot pepper 😂❤. While I was preparing the dishes, the hot pepper flew into my eye, so I said to him: "Mazen, my eye!" 😭💔, and he said to me: "It filled your eye" 😳😨💔. I told him: "It's the hot pepper, the hot pepper!", and he quickly washed my face ❤❤.
After the door was opened, the guests entered, greeted us and sat in the living room. Talin came to the kitchen, we prepared breakfast, ate it together ❤❤. Then Talin said to me: "Hey, Saro and Mizo, do you intend to bring us Nono?" 🌚❤. Of course we loved it, and I didn't know how to respond, and Mazen looked at me and said to her: "Inshallah" 🌚🙃❤. His cheeks blushed and we continued talking, then Talin said to her mother: "Let's go, my friends are coming to study with me" 💔❤.
After a while, Mazen came into the room and said to me: "Sarou, what do you think of what Talin said?" 🌚❤❤. I said to him: "What's wrong with her?" He said: "Do you want to have Nono?" 🌚❤. I said to him: "God willing" 😊❤. He said to me: "So you really want that?" 🌚. I said to him: "Mazen, get out of my head" 🙃🤗❤.
After a few days, this thought started to occupy me and I became sleepy tired 😂❤. One day I was in the kitchen making tea, suddenly I felt dizzy and fell, and I didn't wake up until I was in the hospital, and I found Mazen next to me ❤. As soon as I woke up, he called my name and said: "How are you, mother of the baby?" ❤. He told me: "Sarou, our baby is coming." Of course I was over the moon ❤.
Two weeks before the birth, my mom and Afraa came and sat with me, and Mai visited me every day. ❤ Thank God, I gave birth to a beautiful girl like the moon, and we named her Loden ❤. We live, she, Mazen, and I, in God’s care. May God not deprive me of them ❤😭❤.
The End ❤
May Allah reward you with the best reward ❤ and see you soon ❤